Happy 2013

Birthday Surprise!!

Jam 00:01 Waktu Korea Selatan.

Tiba-tiba @mini_cornetto mengirimkan foto-foto ini melalui aplikasi WhatsApp. Pertamanya aku excited banget karena dapet kue ulang tahun meski pun cuma dikasih fotonya doang, tapi itu udah sesuatu buatku. Hahaha..

Dan foto-foto selanjutnya, dipikiranku…I miss you guys.. 

Dan berkat bantuan @Bohiem89, di-compile lah foto-foto ini…

Finally, I replied all that greetings..

Check it out..

I replied all…

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The Random Stuff

Semuanya berbalik, seakan tak normal, you get me paralyzed. Merasakan sesuatu yang asing namun ingin terus merasakannya. Saat aku bersamamu, mendengar suaramu, aku merasa berani sekaligus takut, aku merasa kuat sekaligus tak berdaya, merasakan perasaan lega namun juga dihinggapi perasaan mencekat, dan merasa sempurna dan tak pantas dilihat pada saat yang bersamaan.

Dan, saat aku mencoba menyadari apa yang membentang diantara kita, aku tak bisa berkata apa-apa lagi. Tapi suatu saat nanti genggam erat tanganku dan buat dunia cemburu. Seakan tak ada yang merasakan hal yang sama. Anggap saja aku itu kita. Karena pasti dia merasakan hal yang sama, bukan?! Tentu saja, kami satu hati.

Please answer, the faster you attempt to heal from something painful, the more frequently it tends to haunt you? Everything seemed to happen in slow-motion, yet it all happened so fast, I barely had time to think. A hundred trains of thought raced through my heart.

Saat ini aku hanya ingin menangkap apa yang pernah aku rasakan waktu itu. Aku berdiri dan bertahan di tempat itu, segala hal menjadi tak pasti, tak nyaman, ini berat, ini perjuangan, ini pengorbanan, ini kisah, ini kenangan, ini buruk. Komunikasi yang terjadi tak lebih dari tatapan mata dan bahasa tubuh…and I’d be a total liar if I said I wanted to let go. But I knew I had to. I am you and you are me, of course we are one heart.




Kamu bilang, kenapa mencari kekurangan dari hal yang telah kita syukuri dimana kita bisa bersama. Aku sedang berusaha menjernihkan pikiran. Ini seperti membuang pahit sisa yang manis. Dan aku duduk dan berpikir, tapi aku tak mampu berpikir tentang sesuatu seperti ini sehingga aku bisa saja mengabaikannya. And it actually works, I feel better already. Life is way too short to worry about the past, and I for one, don’t have time for anxiety.

"We are the perfect couple, we’re just not in the perfect situation"

-Joey Rivett-

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Someday

Someday…

You'll see

Someday…

I'll stretch my wings higher than you could ever reach

Someday…

I'll look upon the faces of angels

I'll soar above a sea of endless clouds

Someday…

I'll fly closer to the sun than any mortal dared to dream

I'll kiss the moon as she rises into the sky

I'll play with the stars til they fade in the morning

Someday…

the eagles will look upon me with envy as I grace the winds with warm sunlight on my back

Someday…

The rain will wash away my tears before they ever leave my face

Someday…

You'll see

Someday…

I'll be great in your eyes

And someday…

I promise you

Someday…

I'll be free.

I astronomically excited about this kind of thing.

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Farewell Email

Everything happens for a reason.

Tidak ada yang terjadi tanpa sepengetahuan-Nya, sebagaimana semua hanya mungkin terjadi atas izin-Nya. Saya membaca beberapa farewell email dari karyawan disini dan sekarang saya tidak pernah berpikir bahwa akhirnya hari ini saya menulisnya sendiri. Hari ini, Jumat, 16 Maret 2012 adalah hari terakhir saya disini sebagai Engineering Project Leader (EPL) PT. Grand Kartech.

Ini bukan keputusan yang mudah bagi saya untuk memutuskan pergi, tapi bagaimanapun juga saya memilih untuk memulai lagi dari awal sebagai seorang engineer. 7 bulan rasanya terlalu singkat mengingat luasnya ilmu yang hadir setiap harinya. Teman-teman semua disini yang memberikan dukungan, dorongan dan bimbingan sehingga mampu berperan dan berkontribusi pada project besar telah menjadi pengalaman yang tak terlupakan. Pada kesempatan ini saya ingin mengungkapkan apresiasi dan terima kasih kepada :

• Pak Robet dan Pak Wijayakusuma, yang selalu men-support saya dan menjadi atasan yang keren J.
• Rekan-rekan EPL Pak Devi, Pak Indra, Pak Hermon, Pak Made, Pak Pihrin, Sulis, Rakhmat dan Mbak Niken teman seperjuangan yang selalu rame.
• Designer-designer GK Pak Teguh, Mbak Ria, Mbak Norita, Mbak Okta, dan tak lupa kakak senior Mbak Mas Dito yang memberi warna tersendiri di E&P office dan Doc. Control Mbak Evi, Pak Tata dan Pak Jufri.
• Rekan-rekan PPC dan Production, Pak Basuki, Pak Eko, Pak Sidik, Bu Kiki, Pak Erri, Pak Teguh, Pak Ali, Pak Aryana, Pak Santoso, Pak Agus Maulana (yang baru diangkat, ex. KS), Pak Maulana Fatah di PJS.
• Komandan-komandan Krakatau Steel Project yang hampir selesai mewujudkan Absorber barunya Krakatau Steel:
• Pak Ruby (lobbyist ulung, site manager), Pak Ate (project coordinator) , Pak Dodot (EPL merangkap EPS), Pak Edi (EPM = Eng.Project Material), dan Pak Joko (super mandor).
• Pak Muhajir (QC Inspektor kocak), Pak Habiel (QC Engineer) dan Pak Erul (QC Inspektor baru).
• Bapak-bapak karyawan GK, Pak Erwin, Pak Aang, Pak Sukijo, Pak Nono, dan Doctorboiler team diantaranya Pak Ismail, Pak Eko, Pak Basuki, Pak Tambur, Mbah Wignyo.
• Dan semua karyawan yang tidak bisa disebutkan satu per satu yang telah berjuang keras untuk project. It has been a great pleasure working with you all J.
• Bu Tety dan Bu Lia di HRD yang telah menjerumuskan saya di keluarga baru ini. Pak Suaeb, terima kasih telah memberikan training yang bermanfaat ketika di dunia kerja. 
• Pak Irman dan Pak Ranna di IT, atas support dan pelatihannya.
• Dan seluruh pegawai PT. Grand Kartech baik staff maupun karyawan yang tidak bisa saya sebutkan satu persatu.

Melalui email ini saya juga memohon maaf apabila selama saya bekerja disini banyak tutur kata dan sikap yang kurang berkenan di hati rekan-rekan semuanya. Pada akhirnya, saya mengharap tali silaturahmi yang sudah terjalin meski singkat ini masih tetap terjaga. Please keep in touch with me via phone, email, Facebook J even we are settled in each other. I hope we can meet again in another opportunity.

Thank you for everything. I hope I can contributed as much as you did in this company growth. Have A Great Success in each days.

Sincerely Regards,

Prayudi Eko

Fishing Star

Here I sit upon the Moon,
Whistling my merry tune
Which gets lost, quick, into the air
As I sway my fishing rod with care.

I hook a star, shining bright:
I steal a sliver of the night.
But I can?t keep it, woe is me!
The night is young and the stars are free,

So I fish again, without relent,
Not mourning a single moment spent
Here on my Moon, such a pretty old thing
As I rob starlight with my string.


Everyone knows you can't fish for stars.. You can’t go to catch them. I just wondered and tried to collect them all.






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In Memoriam with Mbah Tukiyat

Kejadiannya terjadi begitu cepat. Kabar estafet itu pun sampai juga ke Jakarta. Jumat siang ketika masih di kantor, dapet telepon dari Rita, adikku bahwa Mbah Tukiyat baru saja meninggal dunia. Gleg…aku langsung terdiam, masih ga percaya. Pada akhirnya aku harus mengikhlaskan beliau menghadap sang Khalik.

Ini masih bulan Syawal, hari pertama bulan itu aku masih bersama beliau dan  sempat sungkem saling bermaaf-maafan dan mendoakan buat kesehatan beliau. Setelah itu kemudian bersama keluarga besar merayakan Hari Raya Idhul Fitri.

Mulanya aku mendapat berita bahwa beliau sempat jatuh dan tulang pada bagian kakiya harus ditangani di RS Ortopedi di Solo. Berangkatlah mbah ditemani keluarga ke Solo dan menginap di rumahku. Aku di Jakarta. Selang seminggu Mbah sudah meninggal dunia.

Sekarang aku hanya tinggal di kost saja, berdoa dan selalu mengupdate kabar Mbah yang rencananya akan disemayamkan hari ini Sabtu, 17 September 2011 pukul 11:00.

 

SESUNGGUHNYA KAMI KEPUNYAAN ALLAH DAN KAMI KEMBALI PULA KEPADA ALLAH DAN KAMI PASTI KEMBALI KEPADA TUHAN KAMI. YA ALLAH! CATATLAH MAYAT INI PADA SISI ENGKAU DALAM GOLONGAN ORANG-ORANG YANG BAIK, DAN JADIKANLAH CATATANNYA DALAM GOLONGAN YANG TERPUJI.

Melalui tulisan ini, aku ikut mendoakanmu selalu Mbah. Selamat jalan Mbah Tukiyat, aku berharap tulisan ini seakan ikut bersama keluarga lain yang mengantar hingga ke pemakaman.

 

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Bakal kangen suasana kelas seperti ini…

Your 22nd Birthday & Our 2nd Anniversary

Ulang tahun ini jadi berasa emosional. Kamu bulan besok harus move to Jakarta. Real life will soon depart. I’m sad to see you go, but i’d rather be alone so i’ll drag this anchor up cause our dreams don’t turn to dust.

*musik Owl City – Dream Dont Turn to Dust mengalun dari kejauhan*

So…Happy Birthday My Lady. It’s your 22^nd and Happy Anniversary to Us. It’s our 3^rd year.

Time together is just never quite enough when we’re apart. I give you a big bear to accompany you in your new place.

Udah lah, tidak boleh ngomongin masalah pribadi terlalu banyak di blog. Thats it.

Have a great day folks!

Find your passion in your career.

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Daydream Collide

Fluid in my body was so turbulent very high when you went through an open door. You vanished and I can’t see you anymore. Your shadow diffuses through membrane soul.

The wind and the rain smell of oil and octane mixed with stale gasoline. I’ll soak up the sound trying to sleep on the wet ground. Cold integrity keeps me lay awake.

I take a long hard look through my textbook again. My head feels like it’s ready to blow. I served and scratched a rainbow. So curved, I felt the pain go.

Sad shadow was decorated with continous smile, but behind there is a light shade that could spread of million joules of energy. So radiate till turn the turbines of my heart.

I wish I could cross my arms and cross your mind 'cause I believe compassion as catalyst will reduce the residence and speed up our dreams.

I don’t care what Perry, Mc Cabe, Geankoplis, Brownell, Coulson, Smith, Van Ness said on our love reactor design. So we perfectly converted efficiently. But, I was busy with Unit Operations.

It hurts just to wake up whenever you are. Alone on the outside, so tired of looking in. The end is uncertain and I've never been so afraid. But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope and that makes me feel brave.

 

PS : The more I think about it, the more I’ll bet things like this happen all the time and none of us know about it.

 

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“I’m only a man,
In a funny red sheet.
I’m only a man,
Looking for a dream.

I’m only a man,
In a funny red sheet.
And it’s not easy…

Its not easy to be…me.”

(Five for Fighting - Superman)

For the first time in my whole time blogging, I tried to write a blog in english. Any comments related to grammar mistakes, vocabulary will not be approved (Tssaaaaaah…). Okey, I have Oxford dictionary and little help from Google Translate. This writing begins after watching The Green Hornet, the weirdest superhero movie I've ever seen.

If I had allowed to rate this movie so I can surely say that if Superman, Batman, Spiderman, X-Men includes superhero class A  then The Green Hornet is superhero class B.

Superheroes are heroes who make even bigger splashes. I grew up watching movies, following the exploits of Superman, Batman, Spiderman, the X-Men, and others of their ilk. When I was a kid, I wanted to be a superhero. Superman was my favorite (still is), but others were good too. I used to wore praying sarong at my back so as Superman costume .

Jubah Sarung (Ilustrated by ~inderkmprt)

Perhaps being superhero is impossible, but there are plenty of real-world superheroes. Firefighters and police officers are heroes. Doctors, nurses, and other medical professionals are heroes. Teachers are heroes. 

The thing that has always stuck with me about superheroes is the lonely life they lead. Both in movies and the real world, superheroes are often alone. Dedicated to their work, dedicated to humanity as a whole, they sacrifice their personal relationships and friendships. They love the whole world, which prevents them from getting too close to individuals.

Do you think the Superman ever gets lonely? Do you think, in the darkest night, he reaches his hand out, searching for a lover that has never been there? Do you wonder if he misses having grandkids to bounce on his knee, or just a friend to sit on the front porch and drink black coffee with? 

Ilustrated by : crypt-orchid.blogspot.com

It must be lonely to be a superhero, even an enlightened one.

I think that’s why I identify with superheroes, both in comic books and in real-life. I feel their pain. I know what it means to be lonely, to be different, to be an outsider. I know what it means to be misunderstood, to be taken for granted. I know what it means to be excluded, to be on the outside looking in on life. Oh yes, I know these things intimately. It’s just about the only thing I have ever known in my life.

And I think, maybe I’m just meant to be lonely. I’m not a superhero, but maybe, like them, I am meant to love humanity as a whole instead of individually. Maybe I should give up on romantic love, and just share spiritual love with all my brothers and sisters around the world. To spread the love of the divine through teaching or spreading loving kindness or doing good deeds for people in need. To show people that we are all children of the same Universe.

Maybe that’s what I’m supposed to do, but I lack the courage and the strength to be a superhero. I don’t want to be alone anymore. I’m tired of being isolated, of being excluded. I’m tired of being left behind and watching everyone else having fun from a distance.

Love Always

-= Yudie =-

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